The Huckabee's

It's been too long!

2011-04-20T14:07:00.000-07:00

Before I get started, I just want to apologize for the huge gap between this post and my last! I will do better, I promise!

A lot has changed since my last blog. We are now new residents of Fort Collins, Colorado!!! We have been praying for a while about this and relying on God to show us His plan for our lives. Within a couple of weeks Jay got a new job at Poudre Valley Hospital, we put our house in Flint on the market, we found a house in Colorado to rent, we packed and moved. It happened so fast and is really a blur now looking back. This all started with a desire to be involved in the ministry of the Fort Collins Community Church plant which was being lead by our closest friends, Chris & Randi Freeman and David & Laura Sutton. Little did we know that God would have us be this involved!

We left our home in Flint on March 15th and started the drive at 4pm. Jay and his mom, Diana were in the moving van and my cousin, Meghan, and I were in our car with Haven and Jackson. Overall it was a good trip. Haven started getting sick about half way there, but she was a trooper and we made it to our new house about 11AM on Wednesday, March 16th. Upon arriving, we were met by Chris Freeman and a big group of college kids from Wichita Falls who proceeded to help us unload our PACKED van. Less than an hour later all of our things were either our house or garage. They were lifesavers! It would have taken us several hours to unload by ourselves and at this point we were past exhausted.

It has taken us a few weeks to settle in. We have battled a little bit of sickness every week it seems. The first week we were here Haven had a double ear infection and RSV. We have all been adjusting to our new climate change, but not without our fair share of runny noses, coughs and congestion. Haven, again, was sick this past weekend with Roseola, which we didn't figure out until the rash presented itself. She is on the mend and will hopefully be well for a LONG time!!! We are so ready to get out and enjoy the beautiful outdoors.

We have an awesome back yard that Haven and Jackson love to play in. We set up their swings and their bikes are ready to ride all over. The owners of the house have flower beds all over and ready for planting. Some already blooming with different types of plants and tulips are starting to bloom in the front. There is also a vegetable garden which I hope to get started on soon!

Haven has been walking so good and has moved on to "almost" running. She is fearless! For example, she approaches dogs, even barking dogs, without a care in the world!

Jackson is not walking on his own yet, although we are SO CLOSE! Jay thinks he walks behind our backs=) We practice all the time. He will go back and forth between us until he is too tired. He will get there! I'm hoping he is there by this Sunday for the Easter egg hunt!

They both enjoy riding in their bike trailer behind daddy and going to the park!

We have our first service in our new location this Sunday, for Easter. Please pray for this ministry as we prepare for this. We know this is God's plan for us, but like most things, we don't know what the future holds. How can it not be amazing when God is in the middle of it! We are all very excited!

I hope everyone is having a super week! And like I said before, I will do better and try to get back on my weekly schedule!

Rebekah

The Furniture is Shrinking!

2011-02-07T05:39:00.000-08:00

I've decided that our furniture is getting smaller and it's not that Haven and Jackson are growing! We had a very fun week with them. Haven has been taking baby steps but on Wednesday walked across the living room to get her baby doll from daddy. The next day Jackson climbed up the couch 5 different times all by himself! I can't believe how big they are getting!

I love the stage they are at right now. I find myself sitting back watching them instead of in the middle playing as they are doing things on their own now. Some things we have shown them how they work and some things they just figure out. When we get something new I only have to show them a couple of times how it works and then they usually have it down.

One of our favorite things to do is read books. They sit on the floor and flip through them over and over. Their favorite though is "Eight Silly Monkeys." When we read it they both shake their pointer fingers at the monkeys on the page when it says, "No more monkeys jumping on the bed." A couple of weeks ago I started quoting the book and Haven crawled across the room through their baskets of toys, found the book and brought it to me! I was blown away!!! The next day Jackson did the same thing! Needless to say, I was one proud mommy! That is an everyday occurrence now. Today while on Skype with my sister, she wanted her husband to see it so I started saying the book again and off they both went to search for the book. I could see it hidden behind their big activity cube and knew they wouldn't be able to find it, but they were looking through the toy boxes trying. Haven started coming towards me then with one of her little cardboard books and handed it to me. It was the book we were looking for, but another book with a monkey on the front! It is so amazing to see them understand what things are=)

Jackson has started really pointing at things. He learned what light is, so every time we say light he points up at whichever light fixture is in the room. He also loves to play with light switches, flipping them off and then waiting for me to turn it back on. He hasn't quite figured out how to turn them back on once they are off.

I learned this week that if it is coated with pesto, they will eat it! I made them pasta with pesto not knowing how they would like it, but they gobbled it up! So I did an experiment, mostly for Haven as I have had some trouble with her eating green beans, or any kind of vegetable for that matter. I added just a touch of pesto to the green beans and she ate them all no problem. They have very sophisticated taste buds=)

I am anxious every day to see what Haven and Jackson do, whether new or not. The day will never come when I am not in awe of the simplest thing. I still look at them and can't believe they are my children. Thank you God, for bringing them into my life and allowing me to be their momma.

The Black Bag

2011-01-31T08:56:00.000-08:00

Today is a momentous occasion for me! After 16 months of pumping I am packing up my black bag! It is very strange to not see it sitting next to my bed or packed in the car when we leave for a day trip or longer. I feel so free, yet kinda sad, oddly enough. I haven't added up how many times or the number of hours I sat there and I really don't want to know, but for 13 of the 16 months I was pumping every 3 hours for 30 minutes. I do know that I saved about $5,760 in formula costs though, and any pain, discomfort and inconvenience was well worth those savings! More importantly than the savings in formula costs is the joy I have that I was able to provide in this way for Haven and Jackson. The past 3 months have been spent slowly weaning in hopes that I could avoid any painful engorgement, so far so good, and I also wanted to end on a solid number of months. I woke up this morning feeling comfortable with this decision. So thank you black bag for what you helped me accomplish! Goodbye, Adios, Salut, Ciao and any other way to say it!!!

Changing everyday

2011-01-29T17:45:00.000-08:00

Since I haven't done this in a very long time I thought I would update on Haven and Jackson! They are 16 months old today, (13 1/2 months adjusted). Where has the time gone?! We had our 15 month dr. visit about 2 weeks ago. Here are their stats:

Haven:

19 lbs. 2oz, 4%,

29.5 inches, 19%

Jackson:

21 lbs. 7oz, 10%

31 inches, 42%

These are from our regular family dr. We visit a developmental specialist every 6 months who does our adjusted age along with our actual age. Where it would appear they are behind, they have always been right on or ahead with their adjusted age. We do all kinds of different activities there to test their new skills. It's so fun to see them interact and watch their little minds working on figuring out the little activities she has them do. I will definitely give an update on how that appointment goes in a couple of weeks!

On another subject, being the weekend and proving yet again how it always seems to be this way... Everything's different when daddy is home!

It never fails... During the week when I'm home by myself naps never go so smoothly or as long, most days I don't get very much house work done and we usually have a couple of "it's the end of the world" tantrums, mostly from Haven=) During the day when Jay calls to check on us I'll tell him of the days events, including how short naps were and how long it took to get them down and so on. On Saturday mornings Jay will get up with Jackson and Haven and let me sleep in. He gets their bottles and usually breakfast taken care of and I wake up to him doing a little bit of cleaning while they are calmly playing and giggling in the living room. Then at nap time they lay right down with no fighting and sleep longer than they had all week for me. I'm glad they do so well on the weekend and for Jay, but I don't think he'll believe me for too much longer that this is not the norm for them during the week. But as "hard" as some days can seem I absolutely love it and wouldn't trade it for anything. They really have been very easy babies and only recently have we had some challenges with tantrums. Being a first time mom, any ideas or advice on how to handle tantrums and strong willed children would be much appreciated!

Over the weekend we had a couple of fun things happen. We went to the zoo 2 days in a row. We haven't been in a couple of months and with the perfect weather we just had to! Haven and Jackson have always enjoyed going, but this time they rode their trikes. Haven was really interacting and pointing at everything she saw. I would try to get Jackson to point and show him how, but as soon as I would put my hand down he would pick it up and want me to point again. It was very cute! And then on Saturday Jackson climbed up on the couch all by himself! He was so proud!

So I have been working on this blog since Friday and am still not happy with it, but I will go ahead and post. I'm sure as I do it more it will get easier. Hope everyone has a wonderful week!

Getting Started Again & New Design

2011-01-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

So... after months of wanting to start up blogging again I am finally going to do it! My last attempt did not last very long, but I am really wanting to do this! That's not to say that I will be as dedicated to it as my sister, Amanda and sister in law, Melissa are but my personal goal is at least once a week!

After spending too much time trying to figure out a new layout and background I am giving up! My sister has finally gotten on Skype this morning and she is going to help me out! Thank you Amanda!!! As soon as she sets it up for me I will get started!

Quick Update & New NICU Visitation Policy

2009-10-09T13:59:00.000-07:00

Jackson & Haven took a small step back this morning, but they are still doing very well. They were having a few more "Brady's" than they prefer, so they had to put them back on the nasal cannula. They are still breathing on their own, the cannula just puts continuous air into their nose to help them to remember to breath. A "Brady" is where they forget to breathe for a second and their heart rate drops. This is very normal for their gestational age because the part of the brain that helps them remember to breathe is not fully matured. They were doing exceptionally well to be off of the cannulas so early, but it is also very normal to have to go back to them. Unfortunately, this means they also had to separate them again. Because of the additional tubes, they need more space. Hopefully this will be a very temporary change.

Both of them have gained weight the past two days. Jackson is now at 2 lbs 11.9 oz and Haven is at 2 lbs 13.3 oz. They are both handling their feedings well and additional calories are being added to their milk, so they should start to gain pretty consistently going forward.

Effective immediately, the NICU is changing their visitation policy due to the flu season. Only parents and grandparents will be able to enter the NICU for the time being to see Jackson and Haven. Because neonates are so fragile, and a flu outbreak in the NICU could be devastating, they have decided to be very cautious. We appreciate this for the utmost protection of Jackson and Haven, but it will be difficult at the same time because we love letting others see them.

Anyone is more than welcome to swing by, we just won't be able to bring anyone back. Thanks to you that have visited already, and for those that were planning to...we are so sorry. But, we will continue to post pictures regularly. It's definately not the same, but it will have to do for now.

As always, thanks for continued prayers for all of us. Particularly be praying for Rebekah as I go back to work next Wednesday. It has been so great being back together the past two weeks, but it looks like we will be separated again during the week for the next 5-10 weeks.

Jackson & Haven's 1st Week

2009-10-09T13:49:00.000-07:00

Jackson & Haven Update

2009-10-08T22:56:00.000-07:00

Jackson and Haven are a week and a half old already! Hard to beleive. They are doing very well. Both are under 3 pounds now, but that is normal. Babies are expected to lose up to 10% of their body in the first week of birth. They have started regaining weight in the last few days...slowly but surely. They are rapidly increasing their feedings and adding addional calories to their milk to boost their growth.

Rebekah and I went to a luncheon for NICU parents on Wednesday. It was more evident how well they are doing after we left. All of the medical staff have told us how well they are doing, but we had nothing to really compare them to. Jackson and Haven were born at the earliest gestation from the babies represented and they seemed to be doing the best. Some were two to three weeks ahead of them and were still on oxygen. We are so thankful for how well they are doing. God just continues to bless us with them. Please pray for these other parents, and any for that matter, that have preemies in a NICU. It is a very hard thing to see your babies in an incubator with wires and tubes, to rarely be able to hold them, and to feel like you can't really protect them. It truly takes surrendering them to God, laying them at His feet and trusting Him with their lives. I never really thought about Phillipians 4:13 applying to an infant, but even a baby can do amazing things through Him.

Thanks again to everyone for all the amazing comments, well wishes, and prayers. It is overwhelming to think about how Jackson and Haven have seemed to touch so many hearts at only a week and a half old. Please continue to pray for their progression and for the many other babies in NICU's. Just the one here at Presby Plano has 31 preemies.

Haven Joy & Jackson Levi, 9/29/09

2009-09-30T19:59:00.000-07:00

Posted by Jay...Rebekah's perspective to come later...

I guess all of this started officially, even though we didn't realize it, on Monday night. Rebekah started having some back contractions and had to have a shot of terbutaline to knock them out. This was the first time she had experienced that type of contraction. Tuesday morning she was having them again and got another shot. She had a 1:30 appointment with Dr. Koster so we were anxious to see if anything had changed. Dr. Koster found that she was slightly dilated, but her cervix was fairly stable. However, Haven was very low...lower than she had ever been.

Fast forward 5 hours....

So I was working late and in a meeting with my boss and got a page from Rebekah around 6:05pm. I called her immediately and she notified me that she was having pretty consistent contractions and that I probably should go ahead and come to Dallas just in case. The nurse didn't seem to think it was urgent at this point, so I was going to run home and pack a bag real quick. On my way home I got another call from Rebekah at 6:13pm saying that I probably should just head straight to Dallas. She knew something wasn't right. So I hopped on the Loop and headed to Dallas. Then I got a call from Gina, Rebekah's mom who was with her, at 6:18pm to tell me that they were giving her an IV and moving her to labor and delivery just in case. So I'm moving a little faster at this point. By the time I get to Canton it's 7:01pm and I got another call from Gina that they were moving her to the OR. So now I'm doing 90-95 with my hazard lights on the rest of the way.

**Side note...If someone is driving at a very fast speed and has their hazard lights on...you are in front of them and they are honking at you...it means move the heck out of the way! Not purposefully drive slow and not move because you don't care that I have something urgent going on. I'm not sure I used the work heck at the time. =)

Back to the interesting story... I get another call from Gina at 7:41pm to tell me that Haven and Jackson had been born at 7:28 and 7:29 respectively. At first I was very upset that I had missed their birth, but later I found out that no one had seen them yet. Rebekah was completely put under and Gina opted to not see them until Rebekah and I had. God had it all worked out where we were able to see them for the first time together. Rebekah was a little out of it, but she was able to spend some time with each of them. She fell asleep a couple of times with her hand on them.

Many of you know our journey; some more than others. It has been a very long road to get to this point and we are so excited that Jackson and Haven have arrived. It still seem very surreal at this point...partly because it happened so suddenly and partly because we can't hold them yet. Rebekah has only been able to see them twice so far, but I have seen them very frequently. Although intimidating at first, you get comfortable with all of the wires and tubes pretty quickly. They are very small and seem so fragile, but they are tougher than they appear. I changed a diaper for the first time with Haven...they now let me every time I am there for a "touch time." They only allow for us to touch them every three hours so they can get plenty of rest, but we can visit them as often as we want 24/7.

They are both doing amazing. They have now been breathing on their own since last night at 7:00. The nurse practitioner told me this morning that they are doing excellent. We are told to expect that we would take them home around their original due date, which would be early December. We are praying constantly that they continue to progress so positively.

Momma is sleeping at the moment and is very sore and tired. Being on bed rest for over 2-months will make her recover a little more difficult, but she is doing well. I think they will push her pretty hard today. I believe the plan is to discharge her on Saturday.

Words cannot express how excited we are, nor how blessed we feel. For whatever reason Jackson and Haven have captured the hearts of so many people...it has really been overwhelming for Rebekah and I. I know God has a very special plan for both of them and I am so thankful that we get to be a part of that plan. God has provided us with so much along this journey...support, love, encouragement, prayers, and so much more. Thank you to everyone that has prayed for us along the way and for Jackson and Haven specifically. Please continue to pray for them as they develop in the NICU. I know they feel His presence each day as they grow.

More to come soon. There will be a lot to update in the coming days. Stay tuned....

Week 26-28 - September

2009-09-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

We made it to week 26 on the 8th. I had my normal Friday u/s on the 11th with Jay. Haven & Jackson were looking great and had grown over the past 2 weeks. Jackson was weighing 2 lbs. 3 oz. and Haven at 2 lbs. Haven's measurements were a little harder to get though because she is so low. Dr Koster said she weighed at least 2 but maybe a couple oz. more with a better head measurement. Hoping as she gets bigger she moves up a little bit! We tried doing a 3D u/s of them, but yet again Haven was too low to see her sweet face. Jackson had both arms and hands on his face. We could barely see in between his hands. We could tell at one point where he was opening and closing his mouth. It was really neat! My cervix was pretty stable. It only went down to 23 from 24 and had stayed at this my past 2 appts. We were very happy with that! Even though I have uterine irritability constantly, I have not had to have any extra meds to stop contractions.

My next appointment was on Tuesday the 15th, Jay was not able to be with me, but my mom was with me that day. Dr. Koster was doing my routine measurements and switched on the 3D. We saw Jackson immediately! He had moved his hands out of the way finally and she wanted to catch that while we could. So we got a beautiful picture of Jackson (above). So far everyone has said he looks just like Jay. =) We tried to get another u/s on Friday the 18th, and one of Haven this time but she was still too low and Jackson had his hands up again.

This blog includes a couple of weeks, as I did not do my weekly update last week. Please forgive me. =)

We officially made it to 28 weeks on the 22nd, which was a big goal for us and our doctors. My appt. that day was good, everything stable as it has been. We had our second appt. of the week today and it was again really good. Cervix stable at 24cm. and both babies growing so much! Both Jackson & Haven are at 3 lbs. each! They measure a week ahead of schedule at a due date of 12/8 instead of 12/15. Jackson is in the 70th percentile of gestational age and has really long legs! Haven is in the 80th percentile and her tummy was measuring the biggest of everything. =) Along with their excellent growth, their hearts, brains and blood flow look great too!

After our appointment today, Jay was taking me back to my room and took me on a little detour. Don't tell my Dr=)!!! I have a window in my room where I can see the sky, but I haven't felt fresh air since being in the hospital. Unless you count the transfer in to and out of the ambulance back into the hospital. So today we went out the front of the hospital and spent about 5 minutes out in the wonderful 62 degree, blue sky weather. It was amazing and the biggest highlight of my time on bed rest, not directly related to the babies that is. =) Thank you Jay!

My Dr. was very pleased with this progress but has quickly shifted her focus to our next goal of 32 weeks. That is definitely a big goal of mine as well, but I take it 2 weeks at a time. Once we make it to 34 weeks, if everything is stable, we were told that we would be released to go home to deliver in Tyler!

We are so thankful for all of our family and friends. This has been an amazing time in our lives. We know God is always with us and it has been so evident. I personally am learning that He is always so very evident but I let life get in the way. My personal prayer is to remember this when I am no longer having to be so still. Thank you as always for your prayers thoughts and support. We are making it slowly but surely to our goals every week!

Week 25 continued and a little bit of week 26

2009-09-08T14:52:00.000-07:00

Jay gave an update a day early to let everyone know about our current visiting restrictions, so I'll continue and be giving more details on our previous week. Week 25 started out pretty calm. About the middle of the week I started having some uterine irritability and I had to get a shot to calm things down. This irritability continued for the next 3 days, nothing major, but enough to get a shot in the arm. I had some guests during the week that gave me some familiar company while Jay was in Tyler at work. He was able to join me on Thursday night after work for a long Labor Day weekend.

The weekend brought lots of activity. We started Friday morning with another ultrasound. Haven and Jackson look great. My cervix had shortened a little, but nothing too concerning.

Our parents, Melissa, Silas and Eli came to see us and spent most of the day here. After lunch we had our NICU tour. I was a little anxious about that, thinking it would be a little scary to see. Turns out it was quite the opposite! Seeing where they will be living if they spend time in the NICU helped and made me a lot more comfortable with the possibility. The charge nurse that showed us around was so helpful in explaining things that would be very scary just walking in to. It is very nice and very private. Initially they will have to be in separate beds and rooms, but the wall in between retracts so that it becomes one big room that we can go between instead of walking from room to room. There are 2 different beds that they can be in depending on when they get here. One of them has a top that comes down and encloses them to help keep their temperature regulated until they can maintain it by themselves. Once they can both do that, they will get to share a bed. The nurse showed us a set of twins that are now able to share. It looked like a bunch of blankets piled on top of each other in a crib. It was cute. Even though they can maintain temperature, they still keep them very warm by layering blankets on top. There is a room they offer to new parents that we will be able to stay in for a few nights to give being on our own a trial run. That way if we have any problems, the nurses station is 2 steps away. Seems like cheating, but is also a good idea, as I'm sure a lot of parents get home and don't know what to do the first couple nights by themselves.

We also got to see Jays sister Melissa and our nephews, Silas and Eli. It was so good to see them but hard not to get up and play with them. They were a little confused by the whole hospital atmosphere. Melissa was able to get a lot of pregnancy pictures for us. I was very excited to be able to get these done and they turned out great!

Today is Friday September 11th. Jay got in town last night and we had another U/S today. We are 26 weeks 3 days today. Every 2 weeks we have a more detailed u/s where they estimate weights. Jackson is estimating 2lbs. 3oz. and Haven is estimating right at 2 lbs. They both have very long legs that measure over 27 weeks. Their tummies measure right at their due date of December 15 and their heads always measure a couple days ahead of their due date. Everything internally looks "beautiful" as our Dr explains it. We tried to do a 3D u/s today, and got a little glimpse of Jackson. His hands were right in his face ever time, so we could see in between them at times. We did see his little mouth opening and closing on 3D which was neat, and could see features here and there, but never a full picture. We could see his little hands perfectly though. They were moving so much it was even hard to get a good 2D u/s. On another good note, my cervix is stable from my last u/s. Based on the measurement, my Dr said percentage of making it to 32 weeks is 85% so we were very pleased with that, and hoping things stay stable! I think that is all for now. Thank you for keeping up with us and for your prayers.

With Love, Jay & Rebekah Haven & Jackson

Week 25

2009-09-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

Week 25 has been an eventful one. Tomorrow will be our second full week here in Plano. Things are going pretty well overall and we are thankful that God has brought us here for care. It is increasingly evident that we are where we need to be. We toured the NICU on Friday and were very impressed. They were extremely friendly and informative. If Jackson and Haven have to spend time there, we are confident that they will be taken care of very well. Rebekah will share more specifics in a later post.

We had a lot of visitors this week. We have been overwhelmed by the amount of love and support we are receiving. God has blessed us so much and we are thankful for everyone one of you that are praying for us.

Jackson and Haven got to meet their aunt Melissa and cousins Silas and Eli on Friday. Silas and Eli were a bit intimidated by the hospital room, but it was cool to see their interest in their cousins...specifically Silas. You can tell he is ready to meet them.

As much as we have enjoyed visitors, unfortunately we are not going to be able to have visitors for now. Rebekah's doctor has noticed she seems to contract more when she has visitors. For that reason, she wants to limit visitors to immediate family for now. It would seem that visitors would be a good thing, but anything that can impact her heart rate or blood pressure could have an impact on her uterus contracting. So, for now, we are going to have to ask for no visitors.

Jackson and Haven are doing so well. Their heartbeats remain strong and they look great. They are moving around and kicking like crazy. They entertain us on a regular basis. We saw them on a sonogram on Friday and Doctor Koster consistently uses the words "great" and "beautiful." We got a great profile of Jackson (above), but Haven is head down and too low to get a good picture. We are so thankful for how God is guiding their growth and development.

Posted by Jay

Week 24~August 25th-31st

2009-08-31T10:56:00.000-07:00

This past week was our 24th week of pregnancy with Jackson & Haven. It was an eventful week! It was a milestone for us. They consider 24 weeks viability for babies as survival rate goes up and complications go down with each passing week. I was also transferred to my new "home" at Presbyterian in Plano. I was at Mother Frances for almost a month and had the best care from my nurses and Dr Harris there. I was nervous about the change, from new Dr's & nurses to distance and being away from Jay, family and friends. I have really been blessed with amazing Drs. from the very beginning and am very happy and confident in our new Drs. here in Plano. Dr Koster is my perinatologist. She does ultrasounds 2 x's a week and visits me every day whether I'm needing to be seen or not. Dr. Walsh is my new ob/gyn that will deliver Haven & Jackson when they make their arrival. She is very energetic and has the sweetest personality too. She also visits me every day addressing not only myself, but Jackson & Haven too.

I had an ultrasound last Wednesday, 8/26, which showed two very healthy, growing babies. They are movers! Everything measured perfect and actually a little ahead of schedule by 5 days! They are a little above average for their gestational age, Jackson-63% and Haven-62% and weighing about 1 lb. 9 oz. each. Haven is very low and the weight of both babies puts pressure on the cervix, which is one of the reasons we are here. As they grow, more pressure is placed on the cervix which can cause it to shorten more. I also have been having contractions and uterine irritability that lead to pre-term labor. So far I've responded well to the medication they are giving to stop them. If they do come early, the NICU here will be able to take care of them.

God has truly blessed these little ones with so much love. We know we are their parents, but like all children, they are only "ours" to look after here on earth. So many people, beyond what we even know, have been praying for us and Haven & Jackson, and we know it is because of this that we have been blessed to carry and bring these babies into our lives. I am reminded by this when others refer to them as theirs, and I love that they feel so close and special to them. We are so thankful that God has given us these blessings. Just to experience pregnancy is in itself a miracle that can not be described. We pray every day for their safety and growth and that He will hold them in His arms until the day he has chosen for us to meet them. Thank you for you love and prayers!

With Love, Jay & Rebekah Haven & Jackson